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November 2nd, 2004
11:11 pm - breaking up...
my life is falling apart.......my mom and i were suppose to be out of the house on sun and the owner of the house came over and saw that we wernt out and we got an extention on the rent till the end of november but then my mom decideds to pack up the house anyway and she pay the rent till towmorrow and she has changed her mind over and over again about buying a house or building one but shes now gonna buy one and said that we would live in base housing untill we found one to buy but now she said we cant and told me to find some place to live till shes buys a house which is who knows how long so i am homelss starting towmorrow.. my life is breaking up..... and im so confused i wish i could jsut run away and not worry about it at all...
Current Mood: lost
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October 30th, 2004
09:45 am - goodbye?
this is me signing off for a little while my mom and i are moving out of our hosue and i dont kn ow when i have internet back so ill post when im settled down and all......
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October 25th, 2004
07:39 pm - ruff time
been going thru a ruff time with having to move by the 31st and money... pray for me anyone!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/confused.gif) confused
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October 11th, 2004
07:53 am - free spirit
so ive had second thoughts and ive decided that i am just a free spirit and i am not ready to settle down in any kind of relationship right now. Guess some of my plans have been diminished. Kinda lost in that department. Im gonna go look at buying a new car today. I may just buy one today if i found a good one. (I hope) well im sitting in the bcc lobby when im supposed to be studying for me test in an hour but i think ill have fun christmas treeing it cause i cannot concentrate on studying right now. Lives in a rut right now. Im in a valley trying to pull myself out. but i left my rope at home so i think its gonna take awhile (thats a stupid analogy) in conclusion ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
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October 9th, 2004
01:01 pm - Yeah
Man i-bar was a blast...but i am tired! I danced my heart out last night. at first i was kinda scared and didnt wanna make my self look stupid, but then i got out there and i lived it up. Can't wait to go back there with china!
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October 7th, 2004
01:14 pm
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09:59 am
I said, 'I've gotta be honest.
I've been waiting for you all my life.
For so long I thought I wasn't gonna settle down,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
The feel of you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my sight.'
You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight
Tonight, tonight
You've got me
I'll be true
I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours, my dear
And I'll belong to you if you just let me through
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October 3rd, 2004
11:52 pm - Good day... Good day
Today was a good day! After church i picked up sean and we took Cristy and China home to Sebastion. Its a weird town. China and i went to the beach or what was left of it. It was nice being there with some one who cares about you. Two souls meet on one plain. It was hard to say goodbye but ill see her soon. Oh and im taking her to her Homecoming. Cant wait.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/silly.gif) crazy
Current Music: Starting Line- Best of me
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01:12 am - "today was so rock awesome"
so today was so rock awesome, the show at crane was canceled and we moved it to micahs house, thanxs to his loving parents. People we didnt even know came. They loved the band; except for the two kids who set MayDay's ever so sweet flag on fire, that was tapped to his car. But hey this post hasnt gotten good yet. I met a girl. now alot of you know me and my way of screwing up with girls and jumping to conclusion but she is so perfect but i dont wanna ruin it. I wanna take it slow and i wanna be the boy that respects a girl. I wanna find out if she is my future wife; cause if she isnt, i dont wanna ruin her for her future husband. Most of the gurls i meet are the cirle that doesnt fill my square but her piece could make me whole. True love waits!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/loved.gif) loved
Current Music: Dashboard
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October 2nd, 2004
03:05 am
so i partied at josh bentfields it was rockawesome and sean and i are gonna start helping out with little reggies.... my car is gonna be the little reggies advertising car.. look for me on the road..
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September 30th, 2004
04:17 pm - "just one of those days"
today was just one of those days. My body was in the world but my mind wasnt. I was just in a daze. I went to the doctor yesterday to see about putting me on some ADD medication. ive been having trouble concentrating and i talk to much. Some times i feel like im annoying people, so maybe this will help.
So its almost about to come up one year since ive had a girlfriend, and there probobly be another year to go. I havnt mett he right girl and i dont wanna lead the wrong one on if i dont plan to marry her. All the pretty girls that ive met at bcc are stuck up or smoke so i dont think ill meet my future wife there. I went on an hour bike ride today. It was fun.. and exhuasting. But now im in shape for frisbey on monday. Well im off to college bible study.
Current Mood: Dazed
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September 29th, 2004
10:12 am - oh my jesus
What a day.....
It started with me thinking i was gonna sleep in but at 9am my cell phone rings and its Micah wanting me to go to orlando with him and help him ( drop out of college. )
So after our fun morning and afternoon of O-town i had to rush to Alfredos Paradiso to meet my father who i havnt seen in almost 3 years. Good thing brian and micah came with me. they helped break the tension and give me and my dad stuff to talk about. Hes really changed and it will be cool to try and start a relationship with him. Then the boys and i headed to micahs house to see how ( Jessica was doing. )
Then we headed back to my house to smoke some stogies and while we were hanging out adam tells me that he wants me to take his place and give me speech first. So i pulled an all nighter and came out with something that looked like a speech. It went over pretty well in class the teacher liked it. It may not have been long enough but she said that she was glad that i went first and tha ti may get something extra for going first and coming to class.
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September 26th, 2004
08:14 am - i given it up
so my fears were relized........ shes not the one.... i need to get my life undercontroll in order for God to bring my the perfect girl for my life.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/happy.gif) hopeful
Current Music: Thursday- ever so sweet
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September 20th, 2004
09:00 pm - it happened again...
So ive met someone but im just not sure what to do.. ive got that need to not be alone and i want to fill it but then i got that need to be free and be able to do what i want when i want and there overlapsing my judgment and im so lost right now....... i need to clear my mind and see if shes the one..
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Jet, Are You Gonna Be My Girl
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September 11th, 2004
12:35 pm - the question we all ask..
is it the longing need for someone to love or is it her the one ive been preparing my self for... only time will tell!
Current Mood: curious
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September 10th, 2004
02:28 pm - woo-hoo
so i decided to go check out mayday down the street at the Jay-cees im glad i went kinda reconnected with some friends and made some new ones.... it was nice not having to work i just got to hang with my friends and stuff... later days
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: The Deligates- final countdown
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August 19th, 2004
02:01 pm
Dont ever take math with Mr. Babtist he makes math so confusing...
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August 17th, 2004
02:35 pm
well i heard some reason but yet i had reasons of my own so alas it is finished the haur is gone.... no picture posted yet camera isnt charged... haha
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August 16th, 2004
10:29 pm
so ive tried and tried but your gunna have to deal with links....
Long hair me 2 months ago----> http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blackstarallstar/detail?.dir=/Yahoo!+Photo+Album&.dnm=4d72.
Two pics of with short hair 3 years ago -----> 1)http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blackstarallstar/detail?.dir=/c77f&.dnm=eece.jpg
2) http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blackstarallstar/detail?.dir=/c77f&.dnm=8239.jpg
if you have a valid reason why i should not cut my hair tell me now or towmorrow ill post the new hair style after i get it cut.....
p.s. rich text mode in the LJ is pissing me off...
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02:31 pm
so my mom tells me that my prepaid college covers everything books and all except food so i was like hey im set for school well i go to school today and i have to say it was awesome and when i finished my last class i headed to the bookstore to get my books and i wait in the long line and i get up there and they said hat they cant get my card to work and they send me to finacial aid well FA says their not in charge of that so they send me to cashiers and they say their not in charge of prepaid college either so im lost.. so i went home and looked at the letter to see if it really covers all my schooling and i find out that it only covers 4 years of college and that it doesnt cover my books....... thanks mom now ive already spet $500 of my monthly $800 on a laptop and i ahve to buy $350 worth of books....
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/goth_boy/angry.gif) aggravated
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